Luke 22

Luke 22 is like a Game of Thrones plot, the characters are sympathetically relatable and yet unjustifiable and costly. How often do I commit apostasy in my heart? How often do I refrain from the gospel at Tafe, the workplace and even church out of all places? I’m scared of being overly confident/self sufficient which ends up to me not committing to a task I’ve initially accepted from God. Reasons like this is why I’m hesitant to say whether I love God, because I know I turn my back on him everyday one way or another. I have to always remind myself though, great men and women have turned their back on God, pursued sin and been broken by it and came back triumphant with powerful testimonies. Samson, King David, Saint Paul and Matthew the Tax Collector are those who come to mind. Christ can and will use those who recognise their failure and repent. To those reading, please pray that I do not fall into my self hatred to the point of crippling my trust in who'm is greater than my insecurities. Praise Him who is of grace. Amen