Just like the seed in the thorny bush I can start with a good foundation (soil) but eventually get choked up. How easy is it to read scripture, reflect and pray to God without the intention of obeying? It's so easy for myself to call out the deceitfulness of the world while still clinging onto its security. My days can sometimes get so packed with materialistic pursuits that it overcrowds God's word and I become unfruitful for Him even when I want to. In order for my life to show results I needed to consistently stay attached to the vine (John 15), as one cannot bear fruit if I cut myself off. I need to remember that it is only God who can soften my hardened heart rather than my own works. This is why theology and expository preaching is so important!
Friday, December 28, 2018
Thursday, December 27, 2018
The Gospel of Mark Day 1
I'm just reminded of the sovereignty of God. Just like the paralysed man I am someone who craves earthly relief and comfort. I remember when I prayed for years that God would deliver me from the comfort of bad people into a good christian community. But rather than giving me fellowship first off, God provided me with a mentor despite still being lonely. It took me a while to figure out that God was always at work in my unsatisfied life, for me to mature in my theology and practice. His grace may be uncomfortable, but it is an eternal investment. Praise Him
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